i m whacked..slept less than 2hrs last nite..dear stayed over at my place last nite..but i was too tired to hear the alarm clock ringing..usually i m the one to get awaken by the alarm sound..but i think due to the late nite i was totally in concuss state..dear woke up late today..late for work..initially i thought he'll get very perturbed by the event..but instead he said its ok ask me to go back to sleep for a little longer..felt so touched..if i were him, i would have already burst into rage & anxiety for being late to work..lately i think he oso notice that i m acting weird..maybe due to the uncertainties & insecurities..i m always in a dazed & self-doubt state..i dun need pple to understand wat i m going thru or how im feeling cos they'll nv noe..i dun need pple to help cos i dun wan to trouble them..but i do need them to be understanding towards my feelings..that i m feeling shitty now..family affairs,work capabilities,self-esteem,money...everything bringin me down..i m thankful that he's understanding..i noe he's stressed up lately over work & stuff and he wasnt feeling too well lately..frequent headaches have been haunting him..but he make a pt to talk to me softly & keep trying to calm my mood whenever i feel low..thanks dearie..*hugs*