been really long since i last updated my blog..past 2 mths were really hell for me..something happened btw me & him on CNY eve..spent my nite crying couldnt sleep..next day went to visit relatives' place wif swollen eyes..not in the mood to do anything..i lost almost 4kgs within tat wk cos of the irregular sleeping hrs & lack of appetite..i cant function at all in life..juz packed my everyday wif alot meetups wif frens..cant even hav a single moment alone w/o feeling like shit..
thanks to alot of frens who helped me tide thru this period..all the crying sessions, the part where i dunno how to love myself & take care of my health..think i broke alot pple's heart..those who really care for me..i felt so sorry but i cant help but sinking lower & lower..

it was after 2 mths when i finally start to stand up slowly..at this time me & him oso started contacting each other..tryin to take things slow though..too much hurt..i dunno how things will work out but i m still trying..i realized we fight bcos we r too focused on proving the merits of our own pt of view & overlook our partner's needs to feel understood n appreciated..i dun dare to hope too much..juz take things slow & c how it turn out to be..

lately i m so into this song "Crank Dat Soldier Boy By Soulja Boy" hahaha..the 1st time i heard this song i already liked it so much..but fell in love wif the song after the barcode incident..i love barcode! hahahah..