Received an sms from Rachel this morning:
"Juan..wilson proposed to me..i dun think i want wedding dinner..but if ROM tea i want ask u be there k :) without u, me and wilson will not be together..hugs"

I feel happy for her..she's one of the frens whom i sincerely hope to see happy n blissful..they went thru alot of things n years together..so i m sure they now cherish each other n Wilson will love & dote on her..Rach & me met each other in our early 20s when we were young, impulsive n wilful..we clicked the first time we met & went thru a number of episodes together..time really flies~
Its a miraculous feeling seeing us changing from partying endlessly to settling down.. growing up is really a bizarre thing..how our mentality change as we grow..glad that we've matured thru the years & now my dear fren is going to start a family of her own entering a new chapter in life..
Rach be happy & blissful ever after =D congrats!!
肯许下如此大的承诺，将自己的一生交托给另一个人，是伟大的...

Dug out the books that i shoved aside for quite sometime..the bookmark that Jan gave educed the urge to start reading again..i used to have such a good habit but i always toss this habit aside whenever there are unhappy things in my life..actually reading helps to grow one's knowledge & divert attention from unnecessary thinking..shall start reading again =)

Today when i was at the mrt station, i saw a very old couple..guessed they r in their 70s..the grandpa was holding the granny's hand thru the whole journey they walked..the granny seemed abit blur due to old age but the grandpa was v gentle while talkin to her..the granny insisted on walking a certain direction which i think is not the way they wanna go, but the grandpa was really patient to lead her the right way..thru the whole time, he did not let go of her hand..when i saw this scenario, i smiled to myself..how sweet & fortunate it can be when there's someone there holding ur hand to walk the remaining journey when u r old & fragile..when ur parents will no longer be around & most probably ur children r busy with their own lives, ur partner is the one who stays with u til the end...

Been working OTs almost whole of last week due to premiere of the show "Cyril: Simply Magic"..been so stressed up cos its an A+ tv event of the year..but i m glad we pulled it thru the premiere & the rating was fantastic..it was the No.1 rated English program on Starhub & Astro during that time slot n surpassed Ch U and CNA among cable audience..the whole start of the campaign had been tedious for us & initially i was feeling super stressed doing the premiere log for East Asia (i wonder y izzit i always get the logs with premiering shows hah) but i think i did a good job =) *proud* hope the rest of the episodes will do well too..

My dad was very funny..called on fri nite to see if i wan any supper..but i juz knock off not even had my dinner let alone supper..i juz casually joked that i wan beef horfun from Geylang & he really got it for me! omg..but the prob was he forgot to ask the uncle not to add chilli (i cant take hot stuff at all) but seeing his effort i juz forced 3/4 of the box down my throat & i had diarrhoea for almost whole of saturday..everytime i eat spicy food my tummy goes on a riot..sigh...

I m seriously pms-ing now..feel super lethargic even though i slept early last nite..cramps from the moment i woke up n its not getting any better..nausea due to gastric issues that i always have before that time of the mth..a little cranky cos i feel irritable by minor things..i think gals will understand how i feel right now..been hugging my tummy since morning, juz hope the cramps dun get worse..but its ok..i'll start feeling better in few days time..

Jan got me a bookmark from Times when she went shopping yesterday..so cute~ i shall continue reading the books that i've put aside for sometime..been so busy lately i've not read in awhile..
The difficulties we experienced always illuminate the lessons we need most...

Met up with Shir couple of days ago for drinks to celebrate her bday in advance..so ended up at Rouge Outdoor having alot fattening food + beers for the nite..hahahah..beer makes us happy~

6 of us went to msia on sat..stayed overnite at a resort named Sebana near Desaru..super isolated place..but i think due to certain reason i enjoyed even though there wasnt any prior good planning..havent been having enuf sleep since last mon cos of that issue..i can feel myself at a almost dozed off state everyday..i need undisturbed sleep...

I've been having problems uploading photos on FB lately..wonder wat happened..anyway, had a very sinful feast in office last fri for Foo's bday celebration..here are some of the pics..

p/s: I dun really like the feeling of minimal contact =( how should i soothe this mood...

Sometimes i wonder..how much can i go to be understanding..i hope i can persevere..i really hope i can..its really not easy..need effort & determination to keep it going..
I realized there r times that i'll be disheartened & feel tired that i dun feel like compromising anymore

Its been so long since i planned for birthday..i hope it was relaxing & enjoyable =) Scarlet is nice & cosy..i seriously hope to have more time like last nite..wish there are more photos..n i think i look pretty yesterday =P hahah..perhaps i should dress up more..ha!
Surprised by the 2 Pooh cushions, really happy to get them..been so long~

A friend commented an actress by the name of Season in "Poker King" reminds of me..went to find out who she is & its actually 应采儿 whom i think is pretty..i take that as a compliment le..lol =)