Slept ard morn cos was watching HK drama..woke up ard 2+ had my lunch & has been wrapping xmas gifts til now..wanna take a break so came online & blog..hah..need to pin down stuff tat happened if not will forget abt them in time to come..

Last wk was a bz wk for me cos of the advancing logs period for the coming xmas..well, for the long holidays i think its worth it lah..last sat went to watch Bolt & find the dog damn cute hahha..thruout the whole show i was juz awww-ing non stop..after tat met up wif shir & xiaomei they all for mahjong but shir was super late haha..as for sunday,i actually spent the whole day rotting at hme..was abit disappointed when he dint call but managed to accept the idea that sometimes he juz wan time to fire gaze & rot by himself..ard late noon relatives came over & my hse was like a marketplace..after they left i was watchin Superman Returns & after that Love Actually on channel 5..i rem i used to like the show Love Actually alot..bcos of the story thats simple yet encouraging..i've lost faith in love & r/s so watching this kinda show was actually quite heart-warming..

But i think due to the insufficient sleep over wkend i overslept on mon..was late for work & in a daze thruout the day..but basically was juz workin & workin..cos too much work to b done..for mon & tue both nites he worked late & by the time he called me i m already reaching hme..he oso went hme straight after work..so i start to think wah since wkend we havent meet..4 days le..doesnt he feel like meeting me? but try to curb the tots cos think he was really tired so i juz went ahead do my own things..i managed to pack my drawers & hope to squeeze out time soon to start tidying my wardrobe as CNY is approaching soon le..i need to get my room tidy up b4 mum starts complainin..

Wed as usual i went to work slightly late..whole morn crappin wif foo they all while working..time pass faster like this..til knock off time juz when i decided not to b waitin for someone's call & go do my own things, he called..asked me wat i'll b doin for the nite told him i wanna go buy things..then he said that he had 2 free tickets for the movie The Day The Earth Stood Still asked me if i interested in watching..i told him if free tickets why not..so agreed to meet at TM for the 7+ show..ard 7 he called me said tat he'll be slightly late as he cannot find parking lots so asked me to collect the tickets frm the counter 1st..at that time i realized those were not free tickets, he booked the tickets online..hmm..was pondering y he cant juz tell me tat he bought the tickets himself..was it juz a prank or he juz being MCP..anyway went in to watch the show..the plot wasnt really fantastic..but Keanu Reeves is shuai~ hahah..after the show juz left TM & went back to his place..nothing much..but b4 sleepin he told me tat he had a quarrel wif his dad at work..but i dint noe the details cos he dint say much..sigh..

Thur as usual late for work..WTH i've been late for work consecutive 4days!! gonna get warning soon if this continues..argh..but lately juz feel so tired to get out of bed every morning..think nowadays whenever i drain my body too much over the wkend spending nites not sleeping the repercussions come in next few days..signs of aging lah haiz..worked slightly late on thur & he called me again ard 6+ askin if wanna watch movie Ip-Man..i was like wah its been so long we went for any date & so surprised tat he asked me out for movies consecutive 2 nites..so decided to go for the show cos i had wanted to watch this show..Donnie Yen is really good as the character Ip-Man..i enjoyed the show more than previous day cos the whole show was really good..after tat we left the building & i realized tat he drove co lorry instead of his car..so asked him y..he said angie borrowed his car to sch so he drove ah fai's lorry..after that he told me tat he quarrelled wif his dad again..& he feel really tired & vexed..actually at tat moment of time i was thinking..is this the reason y he asked me for movies consecutive 2 days..mayb juz wanted time away frm work & his dad..but decided not to let my thoughts run too wild & be there for him..he said he dun feel like goin back hme..so i suggested goin over my place..he seemed so vexed yet i dunno wat to do to make him feel better..felt lousy at that moment..reached my place he juz had 2 cans of beers & went to zzz..haiz..in the end we dint really talk abt anything..

Fri morn woke up went to work..after tat dint hear frm him & i worked OT til ard 9+ that nite..called him & he told me later will be meetin overseas cust so i noe i wont b hearin frm him soon liao..initially planned to go back hme & rest early then shir msged me..so met up wif her at AMK hub to buy dinner then head to her sis place at Bukit Batok..her sis went holidays wif the hubby so shir has to go over & feed the 2 dogs, Dexter & Roxy..went there saw the dogs & Roxy gav birth to a few puppies..its been soooo long since i c puppies that r so young..went to touched & played wif them for awhile n felt really gd abt it..i juz love puppies & the feeling of seeing new born puppies is juz so miracle its so hard to describe tat feeling..after tat juz nuah on the sofa & dozed off til 5am in the morn!! i think i was too tired to realized tat..shir woke up ard the same time & she sent me back hme..reached my block had a short rest & chatted til ard 7 then i went back hme feeling so damn tired.had a shower then drop dead on bed ard 9..

Woke up ard 12+ on sat decided not to spend the whole day at home..went to CWP for xmas shoppin & i think i spent quite alot =( after tat called up Qetesh to book appt for facial & pedicure..went hme after shoppin for dinner then head straight to Qetesh for my appt..i dozed off during the facial treatment hahaha..after tat did the pedicure & lady boss chose a color tat i nv tried b4 hehe..tat nite juz nice her maid brought her baby gal over to the shop & i had a fun time playin wif the bb while doin pedi..she's such a friendly & bubbly baby tat the slightest thing we do she chuckles..i almost forgot that he dint contact me the whole day when i packed my day wif doin my own stuff..ard 8 then angie msged me tellin me tat they r having co event..i dint wan to say much cos i noe tat whenever its work i noe i'll b neglected..so juz pamper myself the whole day wif things i wanna do..felt quite gd actually..after tat head hme took a shower & started watching tv..he called me ard 12+ midnite..tellin me he's at hme havin some co event think was BBQ or wat i dint ask..told me he was abit drunk..asked me y were i lookin for him hrs ago cos i called him after my facial but no ans..he said he juz saw my missed call then i told him nothin much..told him i m at hme & he said he was too..i was abit sian so i told him tat he dint tell me abt the event how would i noe where he is..he said was too bz tat it slipped off his mind..sigh..then he asked if i wanna meet him i told him no cos i m comfortably in my bed liao..then we hung up the phone..was abit affected but juz decided not to think abt it & continue my tv marathon til morn..

Slept til quite late today but still feeling tired..later still gotta finish the few discs that mum rented so she can return to the vcd shop on mon..as usual on sundays he should be at hme restin so no news frm him yet & i decided to juz let it be..at times will think that last time he used to wan c me everyday..but now not like last time le..he's more focus on his own stuff..sigh..but i think i better dun think too much juz do my own things i'll feel much happier..well, mayb i need to think abt some stuff le bah..sigh..but well gotta tide over my bz pre-holidays work schedule 1st b4 i do anything..jiayou bah..tml will b start of a new wk..cheong in work~will be starting of a new yr soon..hope 2009 is a better one no matter in wat aspects of my life..