Had dept lunch at PizzaHut today..had alot fun making jokes abt Ris Low (boomz) =P hehe..ate alot..i m feeling so freaking full now..to make it worse i feel super sleepy..yawn~i really think i m eating too much..need to control..hahah..i dun wan to become fat =( i used to be so slim haiz..sob sob..but i juz cant stop snacking!!
I seriously need plenty plenty of sleep & alot alot of excercise!!

After rubbing the wound for me,we had a long talk last nite..about alot of stuff..i actually like the feeling of pillow talking when being hugged..cos felt relaxed in this way..he said he realized he hasnt brought me out for a long time why izzit that i dun feel angry abt it..think he felt bad for neglecting me for work..even suggested we should go clubbing someday juz the 2 of us hahah (i miss dancing)..told me that he appreciates me for being nice to him & the understandings i have for him when he need to entertain customers,go overseas,focus on work,etc..told me he really cares alot for me & loves me, juz that he doesnt express it out..he already made up his mind that i m the one..i m glad to hear all these bcos i needed constant assurances to keep me going..
So the conversation led to something that his dad asked him in the morning..he casually mentioned before but we dint went into details..so was surprised when he popped the issue again for discussion..is he really ready?

Anyway no concrete conclusion for the nite..think will need to talk abt it again when we r not so tired..he said that we influenced each other alot for past few yrs..i noe i changed alot bcos of him but i dint noe i influenced him as well..but i think positive influences r good lah..oso said that i m the only one who can handle his temperament (actually i agree hahaha no other woman can handle him as well as i do) =P
Somehow we mentioned abt how we met & i think its funny yet sweet to think back of the past hahah..he actually remember the details too =) about the purchasing of rivets & stuff..hahah..those were the days..all along i thought he forgot alot of the memories we shared..i m glad to noe that he dint =)
Please let the bliss be consistent & lasting~