Fri nite met up wif Shir for dinner & ended up at Peranakan Place..ordered few bottles of beer..but the sinful part was the cantonese chicken wings + potato wedges wif the combination of cheese sauce & mayo!! omg~ but they taste superb!! love unhealthy food haha..n we got bottle of beer free frm the bar manager..woohoo~ pretty gals do hav advantage? =P oops
chatted wif her abt our lives recently & i noticed she is like the me last yr..wat she's goin thru nw is so similar to wat i went thru last yr..causin her to b paranoid & insecure..i totally understand how she's feeling when she told me abt her life lately..frm someone who went thru tat i can c where she come frm, but at the same time i hope she will stop torturing herself mentally..i noe how heavy & emo it can b when we struggle wif our own thoughts in the head..it juz suck all ur energy dry & u r equivalent to living dead..frankly speaking i think i was 'dead' last yr..but nw i started living again..i hope she can do so too cos its really painful to c a fren goin thru these shits..we all deserve to b happy..
Sat met up wif PY for dinner ..had dinner at Ajisen..we ordered 2 sets of ramen + 4 side dishes..n we finished up almost everything! *wat abt the diet thingy i've been saying for past few days!!* i juz keep stuffin food into my mouth..at this rate i'll nv slim down~
anyway,saw her honeymoon pics wif wilson..so freaking nice..they went for a 26-days trip to Italy & France..the sceneries & buildings in the pics r so nice & it juz feel so romantic..i m so happy to c her blissfully in her marriage..she's really one of the frens tat i cherish & i feel so bad for not meetin up wif her often..but even not meetin up that often we dun feel distant at all, think tats the foundation of our frenship =) & i m always happy meetin up wif her..
After Ajisen we met up wif Der for la kopi at Starbucks..had steamedmilk + Oreo cheesecake not long after my Ajisen dinner!! argh!! but had a super gossipy session..i think we will all go to hell for being for gossipy..hahah but we had fun laughing & duh-ing at the bitchin session..haha..meet up again soon ya!
This few days noticed a patch of rash on my leg..& i think its not healing..reminds me of the eczema prob i had in my early 20s..i had a patch of rash on my foot then & no matter how many doctors i went to it juz wont heal..i rem v clearly durin tat period of time i suffered everyday..cos tat patch will itch v badly after which the itch will turn into pain then the skin will crust n peel..n the sensations get worse at nite whenever i wanna sleep..& it only healed after 1+yr..
i m so scared tat it might b the same issue again & am v bothered by it actually..if its the same i dun think seeing doc will help..nw tryin to apply med cream on it to c if it helps..but i doubt so cos been days but i c no change in the patch..& seriously its making me frustrated..grrr..but nothin i can do nw, juz gotta observe it for the next few days..
But still i think other than tat i m doin great..despite wat happened in my life, i think i m handling things alot better..b it any aspect..feel more positive & i think pple ard me can feel too..i m glad i m really startin to heal..thanks to all the pple who were there for me during the lowest period..i pulled thru =) i cant say i m fully ok, but i def much better than b4..hah..
Oh ya watched Super Junior's Exploration of Human Body Ep 5 abt experiments of laughters..i almost laughed myself to death..totally lost control while watching the ep..lol..they made my day =D
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