I cut my wrist..yes i cut my wrist today..ACCIDENTALLY!!

Was helping mum washing the tin can for her to re use & tada~ i slit my wrist! & for the whole tin there's only a small little part tat was sharp to cut & i kanna tat part!! how heng can a person get!! even my mum was "wah only this part is sharp leh, u very heng, did u buy toto?" duh~
worse case is the cut quite deep i cant stop the bleeding..i used 3 pcs of tissues, applied pressure but it juz continue to bleed..then i used plaster to try stop the bleeding but plasters were completely soaked wif my blood..it was until the 3rd plaster then the bleeding start to stop slightly..sigh..pple if u c bandage on my wrist it was an accident k~ =p

Recently has been good for me..as in past one mth..more positive & motivated in life..i hope this will last cos i think this is the longest period tat i have kept myself positive ever since the low phase in my life..i m starting to take things easier & now i m even a positive motivator for Jan..she calls me her idol LOL cos she said that she's amazed by my positive mindset now..n i m startin to like myself again (cos i've been hating myself for past 1+yr for being low).. its a great feeling to b able to like myself again..the only thing now is to sustain & strengthen myself..n oso to let go of alot of unhappiness frm the past..
Once i can do tat, folks the old Juan will b back~ stay tuned~! keke =D