Came across another song on radio today..me & Jan made so much fun about the lyrics..lol..
Gals will love this song~

Christina Aguilera - Can't Hold Us Down (feat. Lil' Kim)

So, what, am I not supposed to have an opinion?
Should I keep quiet just because I'm a woman?
Call me a bitch 'cause I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly big talker don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy would do
Makin' up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy (So, so sad)
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

[chorus:]
This is for my girls all around the world (Around the world)
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls? shout louder!
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground (Stand our ground)
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will

So, what, am I not supposed to say what I'm saying?
Are you offended with the message I'm bringin'?
Call me whatever 'cause your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history it's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why it's okay,
The guy can get away with it, the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
And start a new beginning for us, everybody sing

[chorus:]
This is for my girls all around the world (around the world)
Who have come across a man
That don't respect your worth (repect your worth)
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
(can't get rid of us)
So what do we do girls, shout louder
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
(we're standing our ground this time)
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can even give her some head, or sex her off
But if a girl do the same, she's a whore

But the tables about to turn
I bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas, and put their name on it
It's aight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on moving

To my girls to their man who be trying to mac
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got yo back

You're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
You're just a little boy
All you do is annoy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things

(This is for my girls)
This is for my girls all around the world
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout louder (shout louder)
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground (stand our ground)
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

This is for my girls all around the world (for my girls)
Who have come across a man that don't respect your worth (around the world)
Thinkin' all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout louder
Lettin 'em know we're gonna stand our ground (stand our ground)
So lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Uh, oh oh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh
Can't hold us down

Yeah, we here, we back again, yeah,
Lil Kim and Christina Aguilera
Can't hold us down

Heard this song over the radio today..quite like it..

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I cut my wrist..yes i cut my wrist today..ACCIDENTALLY!!

Was helping mum washing the tin can for her to re use & tada~ i slit my wrist! & for the whole tin there's only a small little part tat was sharp to cut & i kanna tat part!! how heng can a person get!! even my mum was "wah only this part is sharp leh, u very heng, did u buy toto?" duh~
worse case is the cut quite deep i cant stop the bleeding..i used 3 pcs of tissues, applied pressure but it juz continue to bleed..then i used plaster to try stop the bleeding but plasters were completely soaked wif my blood..it was until the 3rd plaster then the bleeding start to stop slightly..sigh..pple if u c bandage on my wrist it was an accident k~ =p

Recently has been good for me..as in past one mth..more positive & motivated in life..i hope this will last cos i think this is the longest period tat i have kept myself positive ever since the low phase in my life..i m starting to take things easier & now i m even a positive motivator for Jan..she calls me her idol LOL cos she said that she's amazed by my positive mindset now..n i m startin to like myself again (cos i've been hating myself for past 1+yr for being low).. its a great feeling to b able to like myself again..the only thing now is to sustain & strengthen myself..n oso to let go of alot of unhappiness frm the past..
Once i can do tat, folks the old Juan will b back~ stay tuned~! keke =D

i m freaking tired at the moment but i feel that i need to pen this incident down b4 i hit the bed~

u'll nv believe how 'lucky' i am..alot of times u watched in shows that pple's xrays or bloodtest results got mixed up rite?n to a certain extend u find it ridiculous..ok i juz encounter something similar today!

went for my usual annual bloodtest last wk due to inheriditary issues (yes,i need the test every yr to make sure that things r alrite to stay alive) & supposed to collect my test results today..went to the clinic waited for freaking long & when i saw the doc she seemed puzzled when she was looking at the records..after a min she told me tat my blood sample taken last wk which was supposed to b sent for my usual blood test was ACCIDENTALLY sent for a kidney diagnosis!! omg~ n i've to retake blood sample for the correct test!! the mistake was made cos the previous doc marked my blood test form in such a hurry that he marked the column that was juz beside the correct test!! grrrrr..

in the end i've to retake the blood test (not as if i had alot of blood to start with) & they'll call me again if there's any issues..if not i'll juz hav to wait another half yr for the routined test again..but hey for nothing i've to go thru the process of taking blood which i hate alot! argh~ still cannot believe that the clinic actually made such a blunder!!

ok if i were to look at the positive side of this issue..i had a free kidney test & my kidneys r fine! hahah..

p/s: i went for the last jab of immunisation this morning b4 i headed for my blood test result collection & both the jab n bloodtest taken on the same arm..my left arm will b handicapped for a few days! i cant lift it for more than 90 degree! cant even touch my arm without feeling pain! OUCH!