Back to work from holidays..had to drag my body back to work this morning..its so hard to get the momentum back..whole morning juz doin past few days asruns..only started doin my log ard 11+ haha but still i managed to finish the log in time..phew~

Past wk hasnt been very gd..the stress to clear all the new yr logs..all the OTs..been draining me alot..he has been working non stop for the past wk..both of us hav been so tired that we ended up in bad tiffs..the xmas eve one was one of the worst we ever had recently..the next day still gotta wake up early to go for xiang's wedding..i dint even sleep..whole day cold war..but eventually at nite he came over to look for me wif wenliang,tuatao,mok & jeffrey..went drinkin at fishermen's..til the pt that we went back his hse we still not talkin to each other..we dint talk things out then went to sleep..next few days we still not really back on talkin terms..

On sat went for Stan's wedding at Cablecar tower..remind me of that time when he brought me to cable dining..haha..after that went drinking wif janice & amy..met up wif tuatao they all after tat..i think this issue actually made it worse for the whole situation..so even at nite meet up we ended up in tiff again..i think its the unresolved issues again..i went off b4 midnite..so ended up i dint managed to spend the new yr wif him..but i decided to giv him a call to trash things out..& i think i made the right decision..finally after so long we had a heart-to heart talk..ever since the busy period started for both of us,we havent been tryin to resolve the issues that happened..that talk somehow ironed out the issues..met up late nite on the eve..next morn he still had to work..last day of his stock take..the msgs he sent me in the morn really warmed my heart..but he so kelian worked til ard 9..he came over to fetch me over to his place for dinner..i can feel the difference btw us le..things r startin to get better again thru the rough patch le..after dinner,watch awhile tv then i massaged for him..think his whole body breaking apart le..but still had the energy to pillow fight huh..hmph..but still when he asked me that question, his response towards my answer really was a confidence booster..

morning he woke up earlier for work..peck on my forehead b4 he left..sweet~hee..i woke up abt an hr later than him (cos i start work later mah) woke up le got ready for work..auntie already prepared breakfast for me..whee~!! but in the end i was late for work..sianz..too dilly dally liao lah! haiz..exchange a few msgs wif him then started workin le..at the end of the day..when i was on my way to the bus stop he called..told me he'll b meetin customers for drinks later..but b4 tat wanna meet me for dinner..tat was a surprise~even though it was abit rush but he came over picked me up from Tampines then we went to Kovan for dinner..i noe the time we hav tonite wasnt much..but i really appreciate his effort to meet me for dinner..i noe he has been working for past 10days..i noe he need rest..so i really appreciate his efforts today..

The things that happened past 2 days somehow swept away all the low feelings i had for the past wks..i hope the happiness will last & i'll live my life happy everyday..hahah..

And i really hav to thanks tuatao & wenliang for all the help they gave..Thanks pals..hee..but stop shooting me~sotong will get angry de hor..hehe..