Been quite busy wif work lately..our team leader Nicole is goin to be transfer out to programming side le..sob sob..i'll miss her..all the chatting sessions were great..we actually share similar sentiments when it comes to relationship issues..haha..gonna miss her..but nvm we still have skepe to keep in touch even though she's over at the programming side..

I m really glad that i got to noe them..Janice, Yongxin, Peiching, Amy, Celia..work is not bored with them..we can crap jokes & laugh so loud til everyone else looking at us..i made great frens out of work..happy abt it..i think even if one day we leave the company we still will be great frens..love the gals..

He's going to start on the new job soon..i noe he wont have time like he used to have for me..and i m starting to feel insecure..i noe i shouldnt..i should b supportive..but somehow i think the coming changes is making me feel insecure..til a pt that i get unreasonable at times..last wed he went for class i couldnt get him on the phone..the arrangements cock up & i flew into rage..it was so bad that for the next few days i juz dun meet him dun reply his msgs..even when we met up on wkend i was still cold to him..ended up for the wkend we spoke so little..
Sunday after lunch wif his family tuatao jio go East Coast..i noe he's tired..but cos i feel like goin he brought me there..me, wenliang, mok, elyn, jeffrey went cycling..him, tua tao & dennis went roller blading..we cycled til Bedok reservoir..i suddenly craved for ice cream..then he saw le roller blade to the store to buy for me..actually i felt sweet..but somehow the stupid insecurities within me keep stopping me fr being nice..i still look gloomy..til the nite when he sent me home i still dun feel like talking..

The next day he only msged me in the morn then no more news le..i was feeling so upset..after lunch received a call fr him asking me to go office downstairs cos he need to pass me something..it was raining..i went down to c him carrying an umbrealla & a big plastic bag..he passed me the carrier & it was a big box of donuts~immed i melted..ask me not to feel upset le..said that he really love me & dote on me..at tat pt of time i almost cried..but gotta get back to work so i dint stayed for long..after goin back to office kanna teased by the whole team..ask me not to b angry or upset le..cos he really cares..i noe..but dunno y juz cannot control myself to feel insecure at times..i really will try de..cherish wat i have now..