went to KL for work whole of last week..juz came back not long ago..argh..so tired..the exhibition was draining..its not the mental part its the physical..imagine standing on heels for more than 10hrs everyday..the trip was tiring but fun..in the sense that gettin out of sg..stayed on Seri Pacific Hotel..was juz beside the exhibition hall which was convenient for us..this time round a new colleague, Xin Yi, went wif us..we shared the same room..had quite a no of things in common wif her i realized..every nite juz chit chat til wee hrs hahah..lucky we can click,if not imagine sharing the same room every nite wif someone u cant..

every morn wake up ard 8..take breakfast at the hotel cafe..(i love hotel breakfast!) then head to the exhibition hall..after doing the set up my mind will start to daydream haha..but lucky alot of other exhibitors r familiar faces..we'll walk ard & chat wif one another..easier to pass time..haha..end of the day when we end the show already nitefall..but we'll still go out for dinner & walk ard KL..went to Qi Cheong Street as usual..like sg pasar malam but alot bigger..went to KL Zouk oso..but it was closed on the 1st nite we went..argh..oso went KLCC..but the things there r expensive..duh~everyday reach back hotel after midnite..then sleep for 3-4hrs next morn wake up for work..i think we looked like zombies that few days..the lack of sleep was terrible..but had fun lah..haha..

once in a blue moon to travel & work like this..but i dun think there'll b a next time le..cos i'll b tendering my resignation..will serve the current company til end of June..had enuf of the shits here..been thinking of whether to quit for quite sometime le..finally decided after some talks wif yee..realized tat i'm losing my self-confidence & suffer bad plunge in self-esteem..worse i m gettin lazier & there's no drive in my life nowadays..then realized the crux of the prob is i've been stagnant in the current job for too long liao..everyday doing the same thing..nothin new to learn, no more areas to perform..resulting in me believing that i can only go this far..no further than this..i m so stuck in SME for too long already..no more performing..and the routine of my work is making me lazier & lazier..i dun hav any drive in life & i dun feel like doin anythin..other then going work every morn knock off every evening, i dun find any purpose in life..

so, finally, after a long long time of consideration, i decided to quit fr my current job..mayb will b tryin some other stuff other than admin stuff..should try other stuff when i m still young rite..the fear is stepping out of my comfort zone..imagine i've been leading the same kind of life for the past few yrs liao, stepping out of it needs alot of courage..i dunno if i m doing the right thing of stepping out of the comfort zone..future might b tougher,who noes..i need to pump some energy back into my life..mayb a change of working environment will serve this purpose..it took me a long time & a lot courage to make this decision..

thanks to the few pple who r really supportive..thanks yee for accompanyin me & talking some sense into my head..haha..she really made effort to help me at every means(even though alot times we end up gossiping again haha)..thanks dear for typing my resignation letter for me..haha..(i was so indecisive to the pt that he has to type my letter for me)..actually yee oso offered to type,but dear did it faster..thanks angie for her encouraging sms the nite b4 i tender the letter..thanks wendy for calling me to check whether i've tendered the letter, she's jie's youngest sis who is only in pri sch..she's so young & she rem stuff i said & showed concern..i noe i've been very indecisive..sorry for the nuisance i've caused when i was vexed abt the issue..i oso cannot stand myself at times..thanks for the patience u all had in me..

lately hav been bz clearing the stuff that accumulated when i was in KL..so tired..but i think i'll do a nice handover b4 i leave..dun wanna leave the place looking ugly..so gonna jiayou & work hard..clear as much as i can b4 i leave the company..

(Left)Joan, a taiwanese gal whom we knew at MTA KL 07, (Centre) XinYi, (Right) me! Joan's boss took the pics for us..quite well taken =)



Pic taken at KL exhibition with my colleagues..Kenneth, XinYi & Me


Exhibitors Appreciation Nite..Free flow of beers..Party til wee hrs..