Many times when problems surface, i choose to let them pass me by bcos of the thoughts that things will b better..but i noe no matter how hard i pretend nothing had happened,i cannot avoid the misery..i tried to be happy,i try not to make a mountain out of a molehill..but the more i try the more i lose control of my heart..

Just these few days, my days seemed good..but whenever i wanna go on with this good mood,something will happen & screw up my entire day n mood..i feel wrecked..i m tired of all these feelings..
I wish that everytime i cry, my tears will lessen so one day my tears will dry up & i wun get affected anymore..but during the process, will people around me get numbed to my tears, n wun feel anythin anymore whenever i tear..when will i reach the threshold for pain & sadness..y things hav to happen again n again..

I am weary..Delusion of things juz gonna get better..but reality explained otherwise..For a moment i thought i m going to be fine again, things juz fall apart..do i have the strength to stand up over n over again..The more i tell myself everythin gonna b fine, the more despondent i get..

wonder when will life get better & break free from all the emotional torments..