Wednesday, March 7, 2007

lately i've been working OT practically everyday..sigh..no OT pay somemore..stupid system of the company..should i stay or should i leave..been askin myself this question for quite sometime..but i dun hav an answer to it..the new software sucks big time..it makes work flow slower..shouldnt they choose a software that map into our workflow instead of choosin one that increase the steps to get things done?wonder wat they thinkin..i think this software suits big organizations wif alot staff n depts..not for SMEs like us..we'll need quite sometime to get use to the new software..

i think i've been kpo *slap myself* i went to read her blog..think she still loves him..actually they've broken up for quite sometime by right i shouldnt feel that way..but fr the things she wrote i can feel that she still love him & not able to forget him..he's still in her heart..should i tell him that..i dunno her..but somehow her words on her blog touched my heart..i can feel how sad she is not being able to get him out fr her heart..my fren said that i m stupid..told me this..
"she's his past..they muz hav broken up bcos of their differences which cant b resolved..wat for u feel bothered by how she feels..she's not even ur fren.."

but i juz feel weird to noe that my guy's ex is still feelin so strong for him..how will he feels if he noes abt this now..initial stage he told me that he know his ex still feels for him(his frens told him),but he dun feel anythin for her anymore..she's a past in his life..but y izzit that i still feel so insecure..cos after so long she still loves him alot..i think this is y i m feelin insecure bah..
i noe he treats me well..i can c the efforts he put in this relationship..mayb wat i shall do nw is to b more confident of him & myself..i'll try..i promise...

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