been feeling quite restless lately..wats the problem wif me..think i gotta b even stronger to handle the stress from work..if not work will bring me down one day..

i think my mum is happy yet stressed to c him..cos everytime he visit my place he'll buy lotsa nice & fattening food for her..she cant resist the food but she wanna go on diet..dilemma..haha..nw she noes how i feel..y izzit i wanna stay slim yet keep on eating n eating..CBK all ur fault lah..sob sob..keep wanting to make me fat..but i noe its bcos he cares lah..he always wan me to enjoy nice & delicious food..esp after a hard day of work, i noe he juz wan me to enjoy a gd meal..but i m growing fatter..argh~thats the sad part..sob =~(

after the quarrel i think both of us can handle this relationship better..more sensitive towards each other's feelings & more tolerant to accept flaws..i think it takes both to put it effort in a relationship esp in the long run..one sided effort is not enough.. i can c both of us puttin in more effort in it..i noe there'll still b problems in the future, but i believe that if we both put in effort in maintaining, it will work out fine..