Today is a rainy day..Really heavy rain when i was on my way back home..I was drenched from top to toe even wif an umbrella..

I juz realized that i love crying in the rain..cos pple cant tell whether the droplets on my face r my tears or the raindrops..the sound of the wind oso covered the sound of my cries..I can cry without any reservations cos i dun think pple will noticed that i m crying in the rain..

Pray that one day my tears will dry & i wont cry anymore..

Finally after a wk, he's back fr the business trip..Its so hard to be apart from him..Every nite when silent filled the surroundings, his smiles & those happy moments kept filling my mind..I noe he'll need to go on this kind of trips few times a yr in the future..But i noe he's striving hard in his career..for himself, for his family, for us..I'll b supportive..cos i've faith in him..I noe how tough it is for him to juggle wif so many things yet tryin his best not to neglect me..But i juz want him to noe that i'll b understanding enuf to let him do his things w/o worrying abt me..We'll enjoy the fruit of our hardwork in time to come..We've been together for this long..It hasnt been easy on us along the way as compared to other couples..We had to over come alot more barriers than others..

Janice told me a couple of times.."This is a really good guy..Grab tight..Cherish.." I noe..& i feel that i've changed alot..all the wilful & stubborn acts that i used to have in the past, i no longer c them now..i believed i've changed for the better & i did it for him..subconsciously..mayb bcos i dun wish to lose him..cos all those wilful acts..i dun wan to be the one to push him away..i m confident that i'll be his best gf..all the time & effort that he spent on me will not be wasted..*wink*

He reached SG yesterday ard 5+ in the evening..He called me fr the airport..I noe he's feeling really tired cos of the trip..not enuf sleep, meet up wif the suppliers, etc..But he was so sweet that after reaching home putting down the luggages, he drove out juz to pick me up fr office to go back to his hse for dinner..i can c how tired he is but still he chose to pick me up fr work..Love him so much..

Okie gotta get back to work..logs open le ( y izzit the logs always take so long to open~) haiz..
Jan,Ching,Yong..u all r the best..work is fun wif u all ard..*muacks*

Did a personality test that Jan sent me today..this are the results..haha..

Trait Explanations

Openness
You are aware of your feelings but don't get carried away with your imagination either. You embrace change when it is necessary while still resisting it when it is not. Beauty is important, but it's not everything.
Conscientiousness
You are random and fun to be around but you can plan and persist when work requires. Depending on the situation, you can make quick decisions or deliberate for longer if necessary.
Extraversion
You are energetic and active. You enjoy and actively seek out social occasions, and especially enjoy talking with a big group of people.
Agreeableness
People get along with you well, especially once they have proved themselves trustworthy to you. You do have a healthy scepticism about others' motives, but that doesn't stop you from considering others to be basically honest and decent.
Neuroticism
You are generally calm. Although some situations can make you feel emotional, your feelings tend to be warranted.

Personality Disorder
You are unstable. Your relationships swing between intensely close and completely meaningless. Your sense of self changes dramatically, and the slightest impulse can send you on a destructive course of spending, over-eating, or drug abuse. Afterwards, you feel empty