we have already sold our hse..if the buyer do not change her mind within 7days, our hse will be considered sold..so we gotta really look for a hse soon..if not sleep on streets..hahha..went to view a few flats le..only one we really like..but the owner asked for quite a high price..we've already made our offer for their consideration, now waiting for their answer..if agree, we'll sign the contract..if not, we gotta continue hunt for flats le..actually its troublesome to shift hse, but no choice..haiz..hope tat we can get things done asap if not v time consuming..mum is in a super foul mood for the whole issue..always throw tantrums at me..but i'll endure de..i noe she's having a hard time..i really gotta b understanding..hope that things can settle down soon..and we have to aviod the lunar 7th mth oso..argh..alot issues..think i m really goin to b busy for the 2nd half of the yr liao..

juz passed our anniversary..both of us bz wif our stuff so i assume he forgot abt it liao..dint wan to put any more stress on him oso so dint remind him abt it..2 days before anniversary i ask him if he'll b free on tat day he still say c 1st..seems like he forgotten abt the day..was abit sad but i m understanding enuf not to create nuisance & stress to him..but still i prepared the presents for him..a self-made CD & a Levis top..day of anniversary was bz working the whole day,dint really contact eacg other oso..til 15mins before i knocked off, he sent me a msg..saying he'll b coming to pick me up fr work..then after meet up he nv mentioned anything abt the anniversary thingy..juz ask me where i wanna eat for dinner..seems like juz another normal day when we meet up for dinner..until i saw him drove towards ECP..i knew he muz b up to something le..in the end, he said "u muz b thinking i cleanly forgotten abt it liao rite?" hahah..he said tat he did it on purpose, making me feel that he forgotten abt the date..keke..brought me to East Coast & we had our dinner at Long Beach..the food there r nice..but abit expensive leh..after tat went for a stroll at East Coast Park along the beach..reminds me of the period when we juz got together..haha..but i c him so tired liao i suggested to go back early..on our way back he took a big cute Pooh bear fr the backseat & passed to me..aww~so cute..i m a sucker for Pooh bear series..and this time round its the baby pooh series..sooooo cute~but i dun bear to hug the bear yet cos scared will dirty the bear..keke..he keep asking me to hug but i juz dun bear..heehee..when we reach the carpark downstairs, he asked me to open the car booth to take the clothes for him, but when i open i saw a big puzzle frame, within is a colage of our photos for the past yr..he actually started preparing that a wk ago..still pretend he forgot abt it..hmph..but i do feel sweet & touched..a weet surprise fr him indeed..keke..even though so much things bothering him lately he still made the effort to do all these..thanks dearie..muacks..u made my day!!

been really bz lately..the new job is time consuming & very deadline-oriented..but somehow i like wat i m doing..planing the promos & stuff like tat..haha..but i m still learning lah..too much things to learn liao..not easy..but i like the working environment & team members..but frankly speaking feeling a bit stressed on the work..hope i can adapt to the workload soon..keke..

ex-colleague called me up for a chat few days back..complained so much abt office, boss & stuff to me..telling me how stressed she feeling..poor gal kanna wat me & sharon kanna while working at VF..throwing all the things to u & expect that u'll finish everything in time & without mistakes..haha..she cant cope & nw the manager has to share her workload..when i was ard i rem i was doing all the stuff..haha..no wonder Sharon said that i m the only one who can survived in VF for such long time..picky boss, emotional manager, attitude store, back-stabbing accountant, etc...haha..really glad to hav left that place..even though my current job is much tougher & more stress, but i m feeling happier..really glad to hav left VF..no matter where i'll be, def happier than there..Sharon was congrating me when i tendered..haha..think those who worked at VF will leave wif anger..hahah..hope that SinYee can survive there..god bless her..

so back to my work..really hope that i'll learn as fast as possible..jia you jia you..work hard..

was sick from sat morning..woke up wif a fever..eyes feeling very warm & sore..whole body breaking apart..been feeling drowsy so actually went back to sleep after taking medicine..so had been drowsy whole day..fri episode has been draining to me already..i really dun wish to think abt it anymore so i just try to sleep myself out of it for the whole day..

SY called and told me abt her issue..i felt worried for her so actually went out to meet her wif the rest..but on my way there he called..we ended up in quarrel again & this time round the tiff escalated to a fiercer episode..i ended up crying on my way there even til i met up wif my frens..i feel so drained..but i m still worried abt her..in the end she has to come n console me..haha..weak me..had a few drinks..as we were feeling really low..

I thought that i had already forgotten the pain..but no..the pain is still so vivid & real..i feel my heart tearing apart..i couldnt help but cry..but i dun think crying helps..i dunno how to describe the pain that i went thru..i really dunno..wat can i do now..stuck in delusion again..another nite of crying myself to sleep..how long can i still take the pain? if only i can juz take away all the pains i m going thru wif a spell..*naive thinking*

Its has been a week since i started work at Sony Pictures Entertainment..has been tiring cos of the travellin distance & time taken to go work..i m in the presentation dept doing on AXN channel (East Asia Feed)..there r alot of things to learn..now then i noe that the commercial breaks in btw every show takes so much effort to put them together..all the things needed to use in a commercial break (bumpers, promos, in-house promotions, menu IDs, cue tones, tag-ons, etc) all of them has a certain arragement & for different segments we have different arrangements..different promos has different priorities & the priorities changes everyday..they were telling me tat i need to work sometime there b4 i can get familiar wif it..

Lucky thing is i made new frens..the gals in my team r nice pple..so been hanging out wif Janice,Pei Ching, YongXin they all during work..they r nice pple & make me feel welcome in the new place..Janice is the one to teach me on my job..she's patient & nice..really hope that i can catch up fast & start doing the logs & presentation..

Now i m only 1 week into the job so alot of things still hard to say..c how things progress as time pass by bah..