he came all the way from SengKang juz to pick me up from work..sent me hme..then go dinner wif big head..keke..i appreciate that dear.. =)

"When i met u, i wasnt planning on falling in love..I wasnt planning on feeling so attracted to someone,but u awakened feelings inside of me that i had forgotten existed..When i met u, i dint realize how much our love would grow..I dint c then how the attraction tat first brought us together would reach beyond passion to the comfort of knowing that i hav someone very special who is not only my love but oso my closest friend..When i met u, I had no idea where our relationship would lead us & how beautiful u would make my world..But now i noe without a doubt..the luckiest day of my life was the day I met u..."

had a chat wif a gf last nite..she told me that she came to noe lately that her previous bf said somethin to another gal..
"if there are 100 flights of stairs btw us,u juz take the one step,i'll take the remaining 99 steps"
she told me even though the ex said this to another gal,he still feels for her..
i was telling her..how can ur ex still b missing u when he said such stuff to another gal..
no matter how much the ex says he miss u..once he did that,subconsciously he moved on..
she was telling me the ex nv said things like tat to her in their few yrs relationship..well,men do change..b glad that u seen how he handled situations before its too late..u went thru the toughest period wif him in life when he's the poorest..yet he dunno how to appreciate & cherish u..nw after parting wif u,he can b so nice to another gal..u think this guy is worth ur love?how many times in ur few yrs relationship he said such stuff to u? gal,u derserve someone who noes how to cherish u..especially after knowing that he can actually sweet talk to another gal in this way which he nv did to u..its time to move on..i noe its easier said than done..its the phase that u've to go thru..

actually wat he said isnt that romantic afterall..cos even that gal take the 1st step she gotta wait for him to take the remaining 99 steps..gotta wait til the gal agree to take the 1st step then he proceed wif the 99 steps..it dun sounds good or romantic to me actually..

To Dear..
i m glad that u took the 99 steps first juz to wait for my 1-step..i m luckier than the gal she mentioned..

To My Gf..
even me can meet someone who's willing to take the 99 steps juz to wait for me to say yes to the 1 step..u can do it too..u r pretty..u r nice..definitely will find someone who will take even the whole 100 steps juz to b wif u..

juz got the news that the company lunch will b on 14 Feb..OMG! i'll b havin vday lunch wif my boss & colleagues..venue confirmed is peach garden at thomson rd..wat a news to hit me for the day..

anyway,i'll b changin my hp no real soon..will sms & update frens soon..the no will b only 1-digit difference fr dear..keke..sounds corny?but i love it..heehee..thanks dear for the effort to get our mobile nos issue done even though he's busy..n the last 4-digits..thats somehow meaningful..muz hav went thru alot procedures & took up alot of his time to get things done..

Thanks dear~ *huggies*

everythin seems to cock up yesterday..insurance agent called me to inform that my giro application not approved cos of the signature..argh..and the due date is today! i gotta pay her cash cos issue cheque will take too long to process le..met up wif her at cwp..juz beside the pasar malam..sinfully i bought alot junk food fr there..argh~!! fattening..

reach hme had a tough time over the phone oso..been feelin v shitty lately..mood swings?sigh..then in the middle of the nite i was woken up by tummyache..diarrhoea n vomit til i almost called ambulance myself..today still gotta come to work..argh..i m feelin wobbly..

i nearly lost him on sat nite..all the stupid misunderstandings that happened at the wrong time..the untacful way i used to handle the situation..the way i handled everythin was wrong..terribly wrong..he muz hav felt damn disappointed by the way i handled it & the stuff that i said..i was on the verge of losing him..seems like watever things explained not enuf..til i juz feel like giving up..but when he walked past me leavin,i saw his back,instinct made me pull him back..i cannot afford to lose him juz like tat..i cried non-stop..uncontrollably..still on cold war even i was at his place..until he told me there was a msg beep on my phone..i saw the msg..from him..went to kitchen to cook noodles for him..still crying..halfway thru cooking he came in..a hug from him totally ease the tension i felt whole day..but i broke down cried even louder..tears bcos i was relieved & happy that i did not lose him..all along i noe that i cannot lose him..but that nite it really hit me hard that i really cannot afford to lose him..lucky things r ok nw..*slap myself for creatin such a big misunderstanding* silly me..

i think i gotta change the way i handle some stuff..in order not to hurt or upset pple ard me who r impt..and dear i gotta improve on the marcoroni part rite.. =P

i realized that language is a very powerful tool..words can turn into daggers when they r used harshly..how many pple actually understand this..?

he bought over rochor beancurd for supper last nite..been quite sometime that he'll buy over supper for my family..then suddenly realized that his current semester goin to end soon..meanin he'll b less stressed n more time for him to rest..but at the same time it oso mean that the days that he'll come over after class will b lesser..even though this mean lesser time together but i m glad that that he can hav more time to rest..lately has been too tiring for him..actually i m so worried..but somehow i think the end of the current hectic semester will b better for him..no more clashin of schedules..he deserves some quality rest..

"thanks for the pooh straw..i cherish all the things that u gave me from the day we met"

actually thinking back..fr the day i knew him til nw..we seemed to went thru alot alot stuff within the period..not very long..but so much happened..who would hav expect things to turn out this way..when i 1st noe him i din noe that we'll end up together nw..he really put in alot efforts..i noe he been thru a tough time oso..not easy to b wat we r nw..the insecurities & fear to move on fr my side,his past,etc..been holding back alot stuff in us..i rem when i was having a casual chat wif my buddy zw..he told me tat when a guy is willing to c the gal's parents,he is serious n puttin effort in the relationship..cos if a guy is not serious he'll not make the move of meeting the gal's parents..i can c the effort that he put in esp when he nv do all such stuff in the past before..i rem the 'x' incident..WL told me that not every man is willing to put down pride n do silly stuff for their gfs..i noe..n to b frank this trick works..always willing to come all the way to fetch me home juz bcos he wish to c me for awhile..all these actions proved that he really cares..he always says action speaks louder than words..i detest myself for not able to read into his actions..alot of stuff not neccessary to say out..i should noe..b more observant..i m appreciatin more n more..thinkin back of all the things he done,i can only feel sweetness..the whole day event at Sentosa was so well-planned n i think i'll rem for the rest of my life..i think i shall juz throw aside all the fears i used to hav n cherish the him nw..

past yr was really happening..alot occurence for the whole yr..happy & unhappy..at times miss my bunch of gd buddies..but due to certain issues we've not been meeting up as often as the past..i still rem we can meet a few times a wk in the past when we were younger..age is catchin up i supposed..everyone bz wif own life..but i've faith that even we dun meet up often,our friendships will still remain strong..we still hav one another in times of need..

oh ya my little brother is enlisting soon..mid march..gonna miss his presence at home..think mum will cry on the day of enlistment..she so sayang this brother of mine..hope he can cope well & grow into a more matured man in NS..

A New Start

Went to view my previous friendster blog..realized that most of my posts r not really related to my life..decided to start a new blog..to pin down all my thoughts abt my life..a new start actually for a new yr..i m quite a forgetful person..its better to pin down wat happens in life here (as i m lazy to write)..in the future when i cant rem wat happened in my life mths or yrs ago,here will b a place for me to bring out all the memories..b it gd or bad,happy or unhappy,all memories shape wat i m..here's my 1st post..looking forward to my future posts..